This summer, I have been frustrated. I have been happy. I have felt accomplished. I have felt sad. I have felt discouraged. I have felt encouraged.

It made me reflect and realize that I felt just like my students do on a daily basis in my classroom.

Most importantly, I have GROWN so much. Being in the lab made me feel like I was back at square one. I felt like I was learning a brand new language. I understood what my students may feel like when they do not understand vocabulary or procedures in my classroom. This was my biggest AHA moment. I finally understood how to truly engage my students and help them out when they feel lost. I understood what it was like to feel lost and confused, and what I needed in those moments to help me.

I have also truly learned the value of professional development OUTSIDE the traditional professional development realm. Surrounding myself with people that understand all that I am going through is an incredible experience. Being able to call/text, eat lunch with, and communicate with so many passionate and committed teachers has really influenced me to do even more in my classroom. I have many friends that are not teachers and cannot truly understand everything that I am going through. All of my Kenan friends have been amazing for helping me through everything.